if i could turn the time back...
Saturday, November 09, 2013
no... this is not about the past, i moved on already and i learned the lesson.
"I feel that there is nothing more truly artistic than to love people - Vincent Van Gogh"
Today, i'm having this really great feeling... un-explained feeling... scared, surprised, happy, the feeling that the last time i felt it it was before my pre under graduated thesis presentation. This morning i woke up with that feeling... you know it's been a long time to feel it, it's just so random feeling i can't explained.
I met this guy, well actually my mum introduced me with this guy. I'm so glad that GOD is always great, and thank you! I already met this guy couple of times but only just you know a zip, just saying hello then i'm off to talk to another people. I don't know why i felt so different when i met him, because many people try to introduced me with their friends and in the end it just only introducing self. I felt that i found my mood booster (i'm sorry for my cheesy story) and it's been a year i haven't felt this way.
He went to my house, met my mum and we chatted a lil bit... I was trying to act cool but deep inside my heart i'm so scared if i can't even talk about anything with him. The most awkward time when i asked him 'Do you want chocolate?' twice and 'Do you want to eat?'. Oh my god, i'm so not good at doing this thing... Well then i asked him if he want to drink juice and he said yes. So i went inside to take the juice and also my bag.
We chatted for some time about his job, my university graduation and my next planned. He also mention about that we used to play together when we were little (so cute, but i don't remember anything... hu..hu..huu...) and he asked if we would like to eat outside and of course i directly said yes!
We ate at the restaurant that he picked, actually i wanted it to go there but i have no one to go with and i can't be bother to go alone. He picked beef teriyaki rice and i picked fried rice ASU (ayam, sosis, udang). It was a really nice lunch, we talk about many thing from his hobbies, his daily activities and mine also. After a nice lunch we went to find a vespa dealer because my dad asked me to find a brochure about vespa so we went there and looked around then back home.
He dropped me off and then he went back to his home.
I know this isn't mean anything special for him, but i don't know why i just feel that he is my mood booster and i feel different when i'm around him... is it a crush? or just a feeling? or maybe more than a feeling?
I don't know, i'm just wishing for a great friendship and who knows what will happen in the future... and thank you for a great couple hours with you <3
"Dear God, I know you never close your eyes, your heart, your ears and your mouth for me. I know you always know deep down my heart. I'm so grateful that i have you always in my life and i'm sorry that many time i don't listen to you. But i always believe that, when the time is right you always give me what is best for me and also my family... Amen"
xoxo
2 comments
Awww so sweet :D
ReplyDeleteAwww, thank you winny :) hahahaa if i could turn back that time...
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